Wednesday, May 24, 2006

2 Years

Today makes 2 years I have been at my current job. A personal best, I'm sad to say. Still, not too shabby for somebody who screwed up most of his life before this. So, am I a grown-up now?

Justus

"I guess it was the beatings that made me wise,
   But, I'm not about to give thanks or apologize"

Thursday, May 11, 2006

Yammering

So the question seems to be, What am I doing?
I wish I could answer that.
Just got cast in a show at The Hunger Artists. Careless Love. Glen is directing, so it will be a blast. A great cast, a fun part. I get to be really over the top, which I love.
Still singing. Last Sunday, I brought my Mom to my session with my Voice Coach. Had a “mini-recital”. Had a great time. We made recordings of 5 songs for her to take back east (Louisiana & Ohio) with her. I sang “C’est Moi”, “Empty Chairs and Empty Tables”, “Bring Him Home”, “Misty” and “L’esperto Nocchiero”. Not too shabby all said.
So why do I feel like this? I ache. Inside. I can’t sleep without medication. I can’t concentrate (not on anything healthy, anyway).
I need to get motivated. Get moving. I’m planning a vacation. Of course, I have no idea if I can afford it, but it seems to help.
I’ve tried to write lately, but I’m restless. I’ve got ideas, but when I sit down they turn to smoke.
Anybody out there?